This...xanga world. It's like no matter what, I don't care if I've been away for 4 months or even half a year... I can always return to Xanga. It's been with me for the past 5 years. I also love how barely anyone goes on here anymore. 

Anyway, it's currently 3:27a.m. right now, and I can't sleep. Wow, what a coincidence. March 27th, the day I hate the most out of all days of the year. Sigh. let's just scratch away all the memories. 

Things on my mind:

• I'm really getting tired of Lee's. Idk why, but the manager is suddenly getting extra strict on us. Taking off 3 hours of paying if we forget our work card? Wow. I don't think that's even legal. He is always trying to threat us. "Who are you texting, your boyfriend? You better be honest to me before I tell your mom about him." Like, seriously. Mature up. And FYI, she already fucking knows. Asian people, ugh. Tsk tsk.
• I miss you. I feel like we're both changing, and that's what's tearing us apart. I don't know how to get to you. I never really know what to say to you. 
• I really need to get my name changed. I need my permit. ):
• I freaking hate it when my allergies are at its worse and my eyes itch like crazy. Makes me NOT want to do anything except rub my eyeballs.
• I dont know why, but I feel like you hate me now. We used to be so close, girl. I get the feeling of you mean-mugging me behind those brown eyes. You probably shit talk about me behind my back. And I don't even think you like -beep 1- I KNOW you starting to get feelings for -beep 2- Shitt, not my fault he talks to me all the time. We're close.
• Tina doesn't talk to me anymore. She said she was going to visit me last Sunday. ALWAYS getting my hopes. Then always ruining it with her usual excuse "something came up!" Sigh, whatever. Like Yen said, "It was good while it lasted." We were so close. I trusted her with everything. I'm not saying I don't now. I just feel iike she gets close with others easily. So me getting replaced in an instant isn't hard to believe. I freaking miss her. But I'm done. You know how sometimes, when you don't talk someone for so long, but it doesn't matter because no matter what, you know that they'd still be there right behind you no matter what? Well...I get sad sometimes because I feel like Tina won't be there. She's moved on from the high school life. She's practically an adult now. So I'll just let her live her life to the fullest.
• Talking to Anonymous now...it's different. But I'm very fine with how things are going. I'm glad that I'm care-free about it all. He lives his life, and I live mine. We're both happy and that's all that matters. SO happy he's through with his suicidal phase.
• Rosie...ugh. I'm getting mad for just typing out her name. I fucking hate how her boyfriend is always so influential on every damn one of her actions. If she makes just ONE more stupid move, I'll kill him. She's my baby sister, and I'm here to protect her. She's my favorite person in this world. 

Goodnight. LeTara better call tomorrow. I've been anticipating this for too long.

I woke up a little earlier than I expected today, and I thought, "What they hay, I might as well blog!" Haha weird, I know. I feel like there's so much to say, but I'm pretty sure by the time I finish this blog, there wouldn't be much. My big head can only remember so much before it starts to hurt.

I know I'm a little late to talk about this, but I've always planned to jot down what I thought about Eclipse. In MY opinion, it was really good! Better than the last two sequels. Maybe because I knew from the beginning that all the action would get people hyped up. Man, I'd watch it again. I could actually "feel" Edward and Jacob's pain in this movie. Well, not literally "feel" but...understand their feelings for Bella better, perhaps? The book almost made me cry so the movie did a pretty decent job. ANYHOW, can't wait until Breaking Dawn! It's going to be hard to impress the twilight fans, but I'm pretty sure Chris is a creative director.

I'm starting to listen to Honor Society all over again. Haha, repeat.

My two little cousins left to visit their grandma for a whole month! THAT MEANS...I can finally have a peaceful morning. Yesss. I hope they're having fun, haha they've been waiting for the vacation to come. I heard my aunt is moving out after this. Haha, new boyfriend? I think she rushes things, but eh- not my business.

I WISHH... that I can read some people's minds. That would be awesome.

There's so much more to say but I won't be able to word them right.

 I'll make a list soon. Haha, I have to pee now.

Edit- June 5th.

OKAY SO, I was in the middle of typing up my blog last night, but I figured that if I take too long, my parents would yell. -__- There's a strict "lights out" rule in my family household. Anyway, I originally wanted to make a list of the good things in my life right now-avoiding all the negatives. It's not long, but it's good enough for me. It's summer guys, let's just look on the bright side. (: Here goes!

♦ I got a summer job! Yeah, it's a fobby place but who cares. I'm getting paid, and I don't have to be stuck at home all day. This gives me something to do over the summer! And I don't have to keep nagging my parents for money. I won't have to feel guilty buying things. I start today @ 3:00. Let's hope that what happened at Tutti Futti does not happen here.

♦ It's summer, guys! NO MORE PAK WORK AND STRESS!

♦ I vacuumed my room last week. Haha, this makes me happy.

♦ I went to graduation- Kerr's and Taylor's. I want to congratulate my cousin, Johnathon! It got pretty emotional for the whole family when we finally saw him in his red gown and cap. 10 years ago, he was just graduating from the 2nd grade! I teared up. Oh no, I'm next in the family. My dream is to have both of my grandparents there in 2012 to support me. That is all I'm asking for when it's my turn to graduate.

♦ I had the chance to see all my favorite seniors again at the Kerr's graduation. I wasn't planning on going but thanks to Vien, I did!

♦ Haha finally seeing him after 6 months makes it on this list too.

♦ June 4th just passed. One year passes by fast!

♦ I'm officially a junior, y'all.

LET'S MAKE THE BEST OUT OF SUMMER '10.